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| So, I'm not so good with keeping quiet, been that way since I was born, literally. I have to say my feelings are really hurt right now. I understand I am not a big part of Sammy's life, but I think about him daily. I check his blog at least once a day, mention when he does cute things or has cute pictures (which is all of them of course). But it really hurt to know that I (Mom and Kate too, but mostly me) wasn't part of the group that Sammy can pick out of a picture. I realize it's a very small thing, but it really hits home right now. I already get upset knowing I wont be in his life like I am with my other nieces and nephew and I hate the thought that I'll always just be some aunt, who sees him every couple of years. It hurts to know I'm never thought about. He wont remember me when I come to visit him next, he won't remember that he used to laugh and smile at me. I just really hate the whole situation. There's a lot of other things I would like to say, but since this family is big on secrets, I guess I'll keep mine. |
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Sarah,
There is a reason we have not come to visit it's called work. The reason Samuel knows the other people mentioned is because they were just here. You have not seen him since he was a baby and yes I am guilty of not getting to Dallas as often as I would like. But, life tends to get in the way. We are planning on visiting this summer we have even checked on plane tickets. And yes after he sees you now that he is able to recognize people he will say your name too because you are unforgettable. So cheer up we will see you soon the road is a funny thing it goes both ways.
All my best,
Your brother
James
P.S. What's this about family secrets. I been around thirty eight years and nobody has let me in on them and I do not consider myself dense.
Give our love to all.
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posted by Cera at 
Sarah,
There is a reason we have not come to visit it's called work. The reason Samuel knows the other people mentioned is because they were just here. You have not seen him since he was a baby and yes I am guilty of not getting to Dallas as often as I would like. But, life tends to get in the way. We are planning on visiting this summer we have even checked on plane tickets. And yes after he sees you now that he is able to recognize people he will say your name too because you are unforgettable. So cheer up we will see you soon the road is a funny thing it goes both ways.
All my best,
Your brother
James
P.S. What's this about family secrets. I been around thirty eight years and nobody has let me in on them and I do not consider myself dense.
Give our love to all.