Cera, not so plain and tall

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

So I found out some great news, my boy will be back on Feb. 4th 09 which is a wed.!! SO HAPPY SOO SOOO HAPPY.

But I also feel really bad. When I saw Kate this weekend I said something really mean that I could tell either hurt her or made her really mad. I didn't mean to but I just get really hurt when she can't hang out with me or us. I've been having lots of issues the past couple of weeks and I just feel alone now. I was crying when Mom got back to the car and I told her I felt alone. I lost my Dad which I don't think there could be a bigger Daddy's girl than me (I'm still a mommys girl too though!), and with that I just about lost my brother because I know its too hard for him to come here and I don't get to go see him that often. My best friend is mad at me and seems like he doesn't want to get over that, my boyfriend has been gone for almost three months and now my sister is even too busy to hang out with me.. I just feel very alone. And I know its noones fault because things just happen but I'm just sad about it all right now. But I am very sorry Katie you know I love you and I never want to make you upset and now im getting all teary eyed just thinking about it.

I LOVE YOU ALL!

posted by Cera at 1:03 AM -

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