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| So, I'm not so good with keeping quiet, been that way since I was born, literally. I have to say my feelings are really hurt right now. I understand I am not a big part of Sammy's life, but I think about him daily. I check his blog at least once a day, mention when he does cute things or has cute pictures (which is all of them of course). But it really hurt to know that I (Mom and Kate too, but mostly me) wasn't part of the group that Sammy can pick out of a picture. I realize it's a very small thing, but it really hits home right now. I already get upset knowing I wont be in his life like I am with my other nieces and nephew and I hate the thought that I'll always just be some aunt, who sees him every couple of years. It hurts to know I'm never thought about. He wont remember me when I come to visit him next, he won't remember that he used to laugh and smile at me. I just really hate the whole situation. There's a lot of other things I would like to say, but since this family is big on secrets, I guess I'll keep mine. |
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Name: Cera
Home: Farmers Branch, Texas, United States
About Me: um... im not someone you'd forget.. well not for a while haha
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Dingbat Font - Retro Bats One
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