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So I found out some great news, my boy will be back on Feb. 4th 09 which is a wed.!! SO HAPPY SOO SOOO HAPPY.
But I also feel really bad. When I saw Kate this weekend I said something really mean that I could tell either hurt her or made her really mad. I didn't mean to but I just get really hurt when she can't hang out with me or us. I've been having lots of issues the past couple of weeks and I just feel alone now. I was crying when Mom got back to the car and I told her I felt alone. I lost my Dad which I don't think there could be a bigger Daddy's girl than me (I'm still a mommys girl too though!), and with that I just about lost my brother because I know its too hard for him to come here and I don't get to go see him that often. My best friend is mad at me and seems like he doesn't want to get over that, my boyfriend has been gone for almost three months and now my sister is even too busy to hang out with me.. I just feel very alone. And I know its noones fault because things just happen but I'm just sad about it all right now. But I am very sorry Katie you know I love you and I never want to make you upset and now im getting all teary eyed just thinking about it.
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Wow I didn't realize just how long its been!! So of course a lot has happened. Gosh, I really don't know where to begin!! haha. My friend Heather, who I've known just about 11 years now!, has come back up to Dallas from Corpus for a extended stay and we've been hanging out a lot. I missed her SO much! My friends Ronny and Isabel have been staying with us for a while now. They both lost their jobs and Mom was sweet enough to let them stay in the garage heh. OH! I have a new addition to my little ones. I have a 5 year old toy poodle named Cotton. SWWEEETT as can be. I actually gave her a mohawk today hehe.. No matter what Mom says she looks adorable. My friend Heather came up here with her and didn't really want her and I just thought she was the best so I had been trying to get Mom to agree to let her stay. Then one day Heather calls and tells me she has to take her to the pound (she has a potty problem and her Mom has lots of carpet..so...yeah...) so she brings Cotton over and Mom just fell in love with her. So I'm very excited about her, and all my babies get along fabulously with her! Hhhmmm, lets see what else is there? A lot will be happening in February, besides the best day of all. (my birthday DUH!) My baby Jesus will be out Feb. 10th we believe (he was naughty) and then my cousin Nichole will be having her baby towards the end of February early March. And I know this is a little lame but I am SO excited about it: The Sims 3 WILL BE OUT!! I believe on Feb. 19th. I'm addicted to all things Sims, its sad! OH and Mom now has HEARING AIDS!!!!!! Unbelievable I know! They work pretty darn well too! I can whisper to her now and she doesn't say "Huh? You got my bad ear!" hehe. I'm so happy for her, and some what for me too! I get irritated easily when I have to repeat myself a bunch of times, and I know it's not her fault, but now it's just amazing how well she can hear! I love whispering things to her. I'm a dork I know. Well I can't really think of anything else really important to tell all of you. I might be going back with Heather to Corpus, I'm excited about that!! Not so excited about the bus ride home though! Has anyone ever taken a long bus ride? I'm gonna need lots of batteries!! heh
Here is Heather with her dog Girlie (boy does she act like it!)
Here is my little Cotton!! I love her ears! this is way before her mohawk.
This is Cotton with her ears back haha. Does anyone know how to get rid of the brown/red stuff on her? my friend said just cut it but i just don't think thats a good idea..it's too close to her eyes for me! |
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Name: Cera
Home: Farmers Branch, Texas, United States
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